abandonned space.

So, I've been doing much reflection lately.
couple of things have altered in my life.
What I thought would bring me up and show me the light have left me with nothing but darkness and I've got to emerge out on my own.

However, it's not a bad thing if you think of in a positive manner.
Sigh, I used to blog a lot and right now as I type all these, it feels surreal.
A sense of familiarity somehow flushes down my mind, thoughts of secondary school days.

Growing up.
I never thought it was this hard.
I used to look at my parents and wish I were them so I can make my own decisions.
Now, I'd rather stay a baby.

the whole irony in life (:

It's back to single-dom for me.
Being in a relationship is another turning point in our lives.
I'd like to look at it as a learning process.
yes sometimes it may seem like a sick joke to me.
Especially when night falls and the process of going to sleep becomes nightmarish.
Ok not to that extent, just perhaps memories you wished would go away.
Happy memories that makes you smile and when you realise how much you're missing that person, the smile subsequently changes to tears and that's when the battle starts.

Then again, we've gotta have courage, strength and determination.
Live it up!

so cheers to 2011.

and let 2012 be nothing but more awesome than the past yr!

Did some of my resolutions, kinda satisfied with it.

went gaga over the aber combie fitch guys w tian just now.
Silly girly moments but it's sth to treasure (:


TTFN!