Monday, 31 March 2014

monday: the last of march 2014

hello folks!

It's a sunny evening right now and I'm just done with my bath.

Caught an episode of channel 8's drama at 2.30pm, the one called "nanny daddy".
I love Adrian Pang's acting!

One thing I liked about being home at home is the freedom to do whatever I want and be whoever I want to be.
(:

Walked gigi twice today and I think I'm going to walk her another time later on.

And I love it when he surprises me.
Especially when I'm caught off guard.
you know who you are.
I don't think he reads this space thou.

Well,
currently listening to john legend's ordinary people taking in the lyrics.

Alright!
i'm done with this short post.
Not much of an inspiration today thou.
sadly.

TTFN!

Sunday, 23 March 2014

Thoughts

Hello world.

It's sunday!

Galvin's birthday is tomorrow and I'm really excited about it.
My bestfriend! :D
I wonder how the day will be like!

Anyway, I've got a little story to share with you folks out there!
While walking Gigi (My pet doggie) yesterday, we bumped into a primary 5 year old girl at the swings.
The conversation we had opened my mind up a lot.
I realised how much of a grown-up she was within that tiny body of hers!
The stuff she shared about how she wanted a PHD made me see how FOCUS is very important in life.

Uh huh.

So, focus!

And speaking about that I've been opened up to some opportunities whereas some commitments of mine are holding me back.
Nonetheless, I have confidence that it will all work out fine!

Think positive, be positive.

I've gotta run off to work soon and I wish everyone the best of health!

TTFN!



Friday, 21 March 2014

just another friday

Hello world.

It's friday already and I've got loads to post about.

It will prolly be about random stuff that comes to my head though.

My emotions have been rather unstable lately due to personal matters of mine.Walking Gigi starts feeling like a chore but somehow coming back up to see her silly face gave my heart this warm cozy fuzzy feeling. If that's not love, I don't know what is. Well guys, I gotta say, keeping a dog isn't a bed of roses, commitment and responsibility has got to be dominating values in the life you share with your dog! I strongly lament that because it's uncool to dump your pet. Yeah, make that every single animal you call pet. Before I turn this post to some animal activist site, I;d like to bring the attention to my exercise regime.

I've been telling myself to keep to a routine but the past week haze in Singapore and my half-hearted self gave me more reasons not to carry out my routine. And right now. I truly regret it. CARMELLA START NOW! now, there, some motivation for me.

So yeah, wednesday I managed to do some catching up with yau leong and debbie friends who have seen me at my shiitiest point in life by far. Despite the madness we been through, I'm glad we are where we are now. I guess life has a way of playing out and I should not fear it but embrace it. However, easier said than done :/  debbie's doing well, she's back from taiwan and flying to hong kong next week. Living the life ms quek! Yau leong is well with Si Ying and they have been going on short trips together, happy for em! May the love stay strong and sweet between the two of you!

As for me and my family, well MH370 has been the highlight for mummy lately. She constantly asks us about the updates! My mummy keep hoping the people are just washed away to some tiny sland jus like the tv series "LOST" . Hehh, silly mummy, but that's how she is, a big heart and cares for people! Oh well, I have a fair share of ups and downs with her but yeah, that's my mummy. Life at home is so-so and I do hope MH370 will have a closure. I am particulary intrigued by some of the way things are handled for this missing plane case though but I shall not say explicitly what. Other than that, I pray for the family members who are anxiously waiting for good news. I guess all we want is a closure to this unfortunate event.

The medications I'm on is starting to make me feel slightly dizzy and woozy!
Gonnna end this here!

Seeya world! 
Care more, fight less!

TTFN! 

Sunday, 9 March 2014

Sleepy Sunday

Hello world.

I'm deciding to enter myself back into the blogging world.
For one, it does increase my ability of being able to let go of things easily.
Pent up feelings inside of me can slowly take the life out of me.

Next, the reason I'm back here could very well be tied back to the fact that I'm ending my course so pretty soon that I want to start finding my proper self.

The irony huh, I'm suppose to know what I want when I graduated with this diploma and honestly I don't.

So before you judge me, let me explain, life hasn't actually shown me rosiness all these years and somehow I thank god for this. I've been through many aspects of life at different stages to allow myself exposure that I did not know I was able to handle. However, with this kind of experience, it broaden my views on life and allowed me a sense of in-depth thinking which mainly involves choices we make in life. hey guys, the choice we make, it's crucial!

Who does not want a good life?
NO ONE.

C'mon, when I say good, it means the people's perception of good.
To me, good is about being able to live comfortably in monetary terms, having my loved ones around and making my family the happiest!

I choose to be happy.
" I say the above and in reality im really emotional so yehhhhh. Assumptions hold. "


Well, we recently adopted Gigi our pet jack russel and she has been my joy ever since.
I enjoy taking her out on walks and talking to her when there's no one around.
It's pretty neat having a good pet around (:
I'm blessed!

I haven't been meeting up friends much due to the lack of time and this is unhealthy I guess.
However, hate it or not, I've gotta thank social media platforms like facebook and apps like whatsapp, it sure does keep me updated about their lives!

On health, I've been doing well ever since my episode at TTSH. Hating the "fat face" I'm getting due to the high steroid doses though. I'm turning 24, I gotta look presentable at least! This fat face ain't gonna help with me with suitors! AHHH. frets* drama aside, I've been really muddle-headed recently though. The two times I forgot to take my medicine proves it. Something is wrong with me! stress from clinicals perhaps! Speaking of which, I'm almost done with clinicals!

Hmm, life has been pretty much like this.
Pray for more goodness and less worries!

TTFN,
mella (: